I was a slave for 4 years and then was released by e-mail. I had absolute trust in my Master which was destroyed. This was 6 years ago and it has taken this long to get the cpourage to try again. I am older (56) still with alot of life left. I am an engineer or was until I lost my job last May. Being a yankee, I didn't much like Arkansas. So I decided to let the bank have my house and to take off in my old motorhome. I have been responsible for too long and it is time to be a free spirit. I am headed to visit familly in Maine but beyond that I have no plans except to go where ever I feel like.
I am a bit of a masochist, enjoy canes, floggers, crops, nipple clamps, bondage and who knows what else. I am looking for a Dom with patience. I love the lifestyle but need time to trust again. I am an insulin dependent diabetic but know how to handle it. I even plan to travel with my exercise bike.
I might need a job from time to time but I am much more interested in fishing, cooking, playing with stained glass, painting and reading (mainly fantasies and erotica). Oh, there is also my dogs. I can get rid of everything else but they are family.I would like to become a good campfire cook.
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My Ideal Person:
I am looking for a Dom/Master with similar interests. I am into the lifestyle, not just kinky sex, not to say that that is not part of the lifestyle. I do not submit easily as submitting is something that happens with trust Submission is a gift, not a right. I am not looking for a novice Dom as I find that leads to a sub topping from the bottom which does not interest me. Do you know the difference between a sub and a slave? I have been both.
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