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I can be found in the Great Lakes, or Lower Mid-West chat rooms. I am looking for friends, who like me are fairly new at this life style, and are looking to 'find' themselves. I have found, that if we look within our selves, look to our past, we can often find out who and what we are. We can understand why we do, what we do, and get a good idea of where we are going.
Before going any farther, I need to let you know that I am Married, and am NOT looking for a way out. She, without me knowing it until she showed me, opened Her own sight here in Alt. I asked Her to join me, as a couple. She declined, saying that she could see how people treated me here, and that she wanted to learn this on her own, not as a 'tag-a-long' on a well known name. She is very independent, and will do well here, so please treat the 'Lady GB', as you would me. Thank you.
When I was in college, a young lady friend of mine, and another couple, who were close friends, explored our physical self's, to find out what we were about, and what we could do. She had a great need to find out what she could do, or not do physically and sexually. I was looking for the same type of thing, as it turned out. The four of us start experimenting with growth hormones, and steroids. We also used mechanical devices to 'improve' our 'stature'. Over the next two years, Bob and I achieved some very impressive numbers, and the girls were right on top of us. Literally...
The four of us had more fun in two years, then most do in a lifetime, but it had to end. We all graduated from our respective courses, and went our own ways. For me, it was the military, a subject I am NOT willing to discus here. However, I will note that because of the stuff we did in school, I put up with a lot of undue hardships, and harassment. I am by nature rather shy, and self conscious. To put up with some of the comments,,,"HOLY SHIT",,, "HAY MACK, THAT THING REAL?",,,"I GUESS YOU COULD TIE A KNOT IN THAT",,,"HEY,BERT,COME HERE AND PUT THIS FIRE OUT, WOULD YA",,,and of course "DON'T YOU JUST HATE COLD WATER IN THE TOILET?" Well I did, but that was beside the point. This time of my life was not the best, and while on active duty, I was treated for suicidal tendencies... The medics got me help, in the form of understanding. Understanding that others were jealous of what I had.(If they only knew). Understanding that life goes on, that we have to stand tall, and be what we are. And most important to me, the understanding that some of this stuff wears off, over a period of time. **PERK** How long??????? As it turns out, it took a little over five years for things to get back to what could pass as normal. But there is a price... Today, things just don't work. The little blue diamond pill helps, but it just isn't the same. Knowing what I do now, would I do it again.. NO !!!!
I have met many new friends here, people that have delt with, or are dealing with all kinds of situations. But they are willing to set that aside, and say, "Come on in, lets talk, what can we do to help.?" I can't say thank you to all of them, but I'm going to try.
I have been asked many time, what happened to the others? Bob returned to normal (?), much as I did, lives alone, and skippers one of the 'Ladies of the Lakes' for Algoma Steel. Nancy, joined some left winged religions group and last we know, she was in New Mexico. Vickie, my partner, and I still talk from time to time. I got her started here in alt, about a year ago, and she uses her 'Mae West' act, and runs in the central Canadian room, but drops into the Mid West from time to time, just to give me trouble :). That kind of trouble I can deal with :) .
She is using some of the pictures from the experiment, for her profile, and talked me into doing the same. After a time, I just didn't feel they were right, so I pulled them a short while ago, and will replace them with new ones, as I can.
How did I get into Toy Making? Vickie has this 'itch', as she calls it, 'that just won't go away'. After we ended the experiments, she still had this 'need'. So I whipped something up quick, and sent it to her. We both quickly found, she has a liking for custom built equipment just for her (toys of course).
She stands 5ft 3, and a slim 125 lbs, but has this appetite for things that are REALLY BIG, and LONG !!! To this end, I started learning how to make 'toys' for her. Finding just the right size was just part of the fun, and she loved the research part of it. Now it's years later, and I'm still building 'toys' from time to time.
I have found here in Alt, Several friends who, like me, need to find out what they can do, or not, as the case may be. We trade thoughts, ideas, and some good stories. Just recentlly, one very special friend asked me to build a special toy, just for her. 'Herman', is now in the design stage. Soon, I will build the molds, and start crafting 'Him'. Perhaps I could use pictures of Herman's final casting, in my profile.
Custom built / hand crafted / home made toys can be a lot of fun, and over half the fun is in finding out just how far can you go!!! TDY
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My Ideal Person:
I'm looking for friends who are curious about themselves, are willing to learn, and maybe teach me a thing or two as well. I am finding that I like interactive stories, and have found several friends who are willing to share this love of story telling with me. They are all wonderful, and I would not trade their friendship for anything in the world.
Thank you for stopping by, and reading my life story here, and please stop into the Mid West room, and just say 'HI'
TD Yooper
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