[U][B].: Welcome[/B][/U]
Y/you have finally found my, slavecreep's profile on this website.
Who am i? Well to really find out and understand who i am Y/you
have simply got to get to know me personally and not just read
about me but i will try and give Y/you an idea just the same.
[U][B].: me[/B][/U]
lildawge, that's me, is a boy, or man if Y/you prefer, at the
age of 29. The distance from the ground up to the top of the
bigger of the heads is 6'5" or 197cm and the hair on top of
that same head is the color dirty blonde. The eyes are blue
and are working so-so, unfortunately well enough though to
see that the scales stops right above 220lbs or 100kg.
So going by statistics and measurements im a pretty big guy
but if you look at my heart you'll see my desire to crawl and
how small i can be. i prefer to crawl in the presence of Women
since i feel it in my heart that my place is by Her feet or
by the end of Her leash.
The big interests in life besides this lifestyle are music,
computers, movies and design. Most things that i do usually
have something to do with art, color, shape, form, words and
various ways to use these items. There is nothing better then
creativity and creating in itself.
Usually, which is when im not sitting by the computer,
i work in a store in my hometown of Kalmar. A lot of my time
is put into work but not so much that i don't have time to
be with my friends, the few but wonderful friends that i have.
[U][B].: Lifestyle[/B][/U]
Most would probably call me a fetishist more then anything else,
and that really includes me as well. A fetishist is someone that
has got a strong attraction to one or several things. It can be
anything from bodyparts, items, clothing and so on - anything that
gets Y/you "going" really.
There are a few things that i have experienced within this lifestyle,
a lot that i have discussed with others and a lot of things that i
hope that i will get to experience some day.
During my exploration of who i am BDSM managed to sneak in and
become a part of my life as well. As much as i love and treasure
both the fetishist and BDSM parts of my life it's sad to see that
most people thinks that Y/you have to be mentally ill to enjoy
these lifestyles. It's 2007 and people are still so narrowminded
when it comes to this that it's almost frightening.
The lifestyles of BDSM and fetish have been a part of who i am
and how i live for about 8 years now, some would still consider
me to be new at this while others would say i've been living
the lifestyle for a long time.
The first time that i got in touch with BDSM was through an
older woman, well older then me anyway, that i had gotten
to know while working for Her designing Her website.
For some reason we started discussing sex when She suddenly
shares with me that She would like to try putting one of Her
dogs collars on me and have me crawl into Her in the bathroom
and sniff Her sex while She was peeing.
There and then my interest for this lifestyle began and i've
been exploring it since. i have developed a lot since then and
we have both gone our separate ways but i will of course always
remember the event that opened my eyes to who i really am.
[U][B].: Searching[/B][/U]
So what is it that i am looking for? i've asked myself that
question many times and most of the time i come up with the
answer that im looking for Someone that makes me feel safe
and comfortable with Them so that i can really live this lifestyle.
Friends, people to discuss things with, get to know what others
think and how they see this lifestyle are wonderful things but what
i am truly searching for is Someone that i can get to live this
lifestyle with. Someone to explore BDSM with all over again,
Someone to start over with.
The hard part of it all is to find Someone that makes you feel
safe and comfortable enough to make you give yourself to Them.
Someone who doesn't expect that you know how They want you to
be and how to act before They have taught You, Someone that leads
you into the path the want you to take and ways They want you to be.
But on the other hand.. if a Woman walked up to me and told me
to get down on my knees, i'd already be there..
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Min Ideal Person:
i believe that i am a very kinky and open minded person and im therefor looking for someone to explore alternative lifestyles with. looking for doms, subs and switches - everyone female that's kinky really for exploration, serving, chats and great times.
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